大黑之前有因为女工作人员靠防弹成员太近而被黑过，后来公司就把年轻的女工作人员全部辞退了，留下的大多都是已经结婚了的女性，不过无法避免的还是来自粉丝的猜忌。
粉丝对他们的占有欲很强，爱豆这个身份就是用来造梦的。
朴智珉选完了照片，打开了sns，把照片一张张上传，这时候才有时间抬头和粉丝互动，“要问我刚刚在做什么吗？”
“内……在各位进来的期间，我呢。”朴智珉看了一下上传的进度，“要在sns上发一些照片。”
“一些之前旅行的照片，在sns上，稍微等一下哦，马上就要上传好了。”
“呀这张……”朴智珉看到了之前拍摄的照片，“泰哼怎么这样啊……”
“泰哼竟然拿着我的手机偷偷自拍。”朴智珉忍不住笑了起来，把手机举到直播镜头面前，给观看直播的粉丝看金泰哼的搞怪自拍，“你们看，泰哼拍的这张……”
“哎一古、真的是太可爱了。”
宋琝俊闻言好奇地朝朴智珉看过去，滚了一周，把自己挪到了朴智珉肚子的位置附近，伸头去看朴智珉手上的手机，朴智珉也配合地举起手机给宋琝俊看。
“噗呲。”宋琝俊也跟着噗呲一声笑了出来。
[真的有人？？？]
[旻旻房间里是谁啊？？]
[金泰哼：我不要面子的吗哈哈哈哈哈哈哈]
[那自家亲故的手机拍自己的丑照还保存，真的不愧是你，金泰哼。]
[几米在把手机给谁看呢……？]
[还有别的成员嘛！！！]
[这个笑声有点耳熟啊……]
宋琝俊把头埋在朴智珉的肚子上闷笑，朴智珉用另一只手揉了揉宋琝俊的头发，朝手机看过去的时候，果然弹幕炸了，都在询问他的房间里还有谁。
“内~我的房间里还有其他人哦。”朴智珉笑了一下，把手机稳定器的架子端了起来，把镜头给了正埋在自己肚子上的宋琝俊，拍了拍的脑袋，“喏，就是这个小崽崽，今天和我一块做直播哦。”
宋琝俊这才抬起头冲着镜头打招呼，“晚上好啊，我是min。”
朴智珉调整着镜头，想要把宋琝俊一块拍进去，宋琝俊干脆拍了拍屁股，努力地挪动了一下自己的位置，直接靠在了朴智珉的怀里。
宋琝俊这两年来身高长了不少，朴智珉已经成功成为了队内最娇小的那个了，不过大只的宋琝俊窝在小小只的朴智珉怀里居然一点违和感都没有。
反倒是显得画面莫名的养眼。
[！！！！min宝！！]
[我的妈呀躺怀里了！躺怀里了！真的躺怀里了！]
[min宝你这么大只真的好意思窝在朴智珉的怀里吗？放开那只糯米团子让我来！]
[今天是什么好日子，居然让我等double min嗑到了粮？？？]
[啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊双旻组合这不是我的初心吗？？]
[绝了绝了]
[刚刚几米一直看的就是min宝吧？呜呜呜呜好宠，让弟弟埋在自己的肚子上……又让弟弟枕着自己的胳膊，这什么神仙兄弟情？]
[双旻今天血红吗？？]
作者有话要说：晚上半夜应该还有一章，上完课回来写得完的话就发。
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【金南俊联合国演讲稿中英对照】（建议全文背诵哦）
My name is Kim Namjoon also known as RM the leader of the group BTS. It is an incredible honor to be invited to an occasion with such significance for today’s young generation.
大家好，我是金南俊，也以BTS的队长RM为人所知。受邀参加对青少年一代来说具有非凡意义的会议，我们倍感荣幸。
Last November, BTS launched the Love Myself campaign with UNICEF built on the belief that true love first begins with loving yourself. We've been partnering with UNICEF’s End Violence program to protect young people all over the world from violence. And our fans have become a major part of this campaign with their actions and their enthusia□□. We truly have the best fans in the world。
去年11月，BTS与UNICEF基于“真正的爱源于自爱”这一信念，发起了 Love Myself 系列活动。我们加入UNICEF的“ End Violence”项目，旨在保护全球儿童和青年免遭暴力伤害。我们的粉丝ARMY用他/她们的热情与行动成为这个活动的重要部分。我们的确拥有着全世界最棒的粉丝。
And I'd like to begin by talking about myself. I was born in Ilsan, a city near Seoul, South Korea. It is a really beautiful place with a lake, hills, and even an annual flower festival. I spent a very happy childhood there and I was just an ordinary boy. I used to look up at the night sky and wonder and I used to dream the dreams of a boy. I used to imagine that I was a superhero who could save the world.
首先我想来谈谈我自己。我在韩国的日山出生，一个离首尔很近的美丽的城市，那里有湖泊，丘陵和一年一度的花宴，在那里我度过了很快乐的童年，那时的我只是一个很普通的男孩，我经常望着夜空做着那个年纪的男孩子会有的梦想，我曾幻想自己是可以拯救世界的超级英雄。
And in an intro to one of our early albums, there's a line that says, "My heart stopped when I was maybe 9 or 10." Looking back, I think that's when I began to worry about what other people thought of me and started seeing myself through their eyes. I stopped looking up at the night skies, the stars. I stopped daydreaming. Instead, I just tried to jam myself into the molds other people made.
在我们早期的一张专辑中的一首intro(AV32544313)里，有这样一段话：“大概在九岁或者十岁的时候我的心脏停止了跳动”现在回想起来，大概就是从那时起，我开始自已他人的眼光，开始透过他人的目光审视自己。开始不再仰望星空，开始停止做白日梦，取而代之的是我试图让自己符合别人设下的模板。
Soon I began to shut out my own voice and started to listen to the voices of others. No one called out my name, and neither did I. My heart stopped and my eyes closed shut.So, like this, I, we, all lost our names. We became like ghosts. But I had one sanctuary and that was music. There was a □□all voice inside of me that said, "Wake up, man, and listen to yourself." But it took me quite a long time to hear music calling my real name. Even after making the decision to join BTS, there were a lot of hurdles. Some people might not believe but most people thought we were hopeless and sometimes I just wanted to quit.But I think I was very lucky that I didn't give it all up.
我开始不再听自己的心声，转而去听别人的声音。没有人呼喊我的名字，哪怕是我自己。我的心脏停止了跳动，我的双眼也紧紧闭上了。就像这样，我、我们都失去了自己的名字。我们如魂魄一般生活。但是我有一个避难所——音乐。在我内心有个微弱的声音说“醒醒啊，听听你自己的声音”，尽管如此。我依旧花了很长时间才听到音乐呼唤我的真名。即使在我决定加入BTS后，依旧经历了很多困难。有些人可能不相信，但是在当时很多人都觉得我们毫无希望。有时我也会想放弃，不过很幸运的是我没有放弃。
And I'm sure that I and we will keep stumbling and falling like this. BTS has become artists performing in those huge stadiums and selling millions of albums right now, but I am still an ordinary 24 year old guy. If there is anything that I've achieved, it was only possible that I have my other BTS members right by my side and because of the love and support that our ARMY fans all over the world made for us.
我确信，我和我们都会一直像这样挣扎摔倒跌跌撞撞走着。虽然现在BTS已经成为了能在巨大的竞技场是哪个开演唱会，专辑销量上百万的艺术家，但是我依旧是一个平凡的24岁的男人。如果说我达到了哪些成就，之所以取得这些成就都只可能是因为有我的BTS的成员陪在我左右，以及来自世界各地的粉丝 ARMY对我们的爱与支持。
And maybe I made a mistake yesterday, but yesterday's me is still me. Today I am who I am with all of my faults and my mistakes. Tomorrow I might be a tiny bit wiser and that would be me too. These faults and mistakes are what I am, making up the brightest stars in the constellation of my life.I have come to love myself for who I am, for who I was, and for who I hope to become.
昨天的我可能犯了错，但那依旧是我，今天，我是我，带着所有错误和过失的我。明天我或许会变得稍稍聪明一些，而那也依旧是我。这些错误和缺点就是我，他们是我人生中最闪耀的星星。我会开始爱我自己，现在的我，过去的我以及未来我想成为的我。
I'd like to say the one last thing. After releasing our Love Yourself albums and launching the Love Myself campaign, we started to hear remarkable stories from our fans all over the world how our message helped them overcome their hardships in life and start loving themselves. Those stories constantly remind us of our responsibilities
我想说的最后一件事是，在发行《LOVE YOURSELF》专辑，启动【LOVE YOURSELF】活动后，我们开始听到来自世界各地的粉丝非凡的故事，我们的信息是如何帮助他们克服人生中的苦难，并开始学会爱自己的。这些故事不断地提醒我们自己肩负的责任。
